Months ago, he identified the broken leg of
"Looking back on it, knowing that he was going to spin, he wasn't going to get off his feet, I would have done things differently, knowing that he was going to get hurt," Utley said earlier this week. "But I can't take that back. So I imagine the fans will let me have it."
For three nights at
Utley conveyed his resolution toward the situation with a shrug. He appreciates his privacy and avoids introspection. He dislikes knowing the protection
Utley, 37, is the oldest Dodger and one of the most vital contributors. He bats leadoff most days, and his .379 on-base percentage is the team's best. He anchors the defense from second base. He provides counsel to veterans and rookies.
Now in his 14th season in the majors, Utley opens his Rolodex on pitchers to teammates, conferring before games with
"Even people who give him credit don't realize how much he brings to this team," third-base coach Chris Woodward said.
Utley inspires hyperbole all around.
"I'm trying to think, in all my years, if I know anybody I've ever either played with or coached or managed that's a better baseball player," Geren said. "I can't think of one."
Utley hunts for the tiniest edge. One day last week, he struck out on a pitch that bounced away from the catcher. Utley dropped his bat in between the catcher and the baseball, so the catcher had to make a more difficult play while stepping over the lumber.
"I'm in the dugout like, 'Did you see that?'" Geren said. "It's the littlest thing. But that's who he is."
Early in Utley’s career, Philadelphia Phillies coach John Vukovich instilled in him the importance of concentration on each pitch. The concept sounded simple, but Utley learned how difficult it was to sustain across 162 games. More than a decade later, Utley said he takes the most amount of pride in this aspect of his game. “He doesn’t take any plays off,”
As Utley entered his 30s, his style clashed with his well-being. Because of injuries, Utley averaged only 116 games per season from 2011 to 2015. His coaches asked him to tone down his risk-taking and conserve his energy. He told them he would not.
"I understand the concept behind it," Utley said. "It's just something that I've never done. I don't feel like for me, personally, it's the right thing to do."
"I don't know," Utley said. "That's a good question. Like, I'll dive for balls I probably shouldn't dive for, because I'm not going to catch them. Once in a while, I'll dive for a ball I don't think I can catch, and I will catch it.
"There's always in the back of your mind, 'Maybe I can catch that ball.' Or 'maybe this guy will bobble a ball, and I'll be safe.' Ninety-five percent of the time, I'm wrong. But there is that 5% chance. Probably for that 5%, I do it."
Utley has nuanced ways of making life miserable for opponents. He sets up late in the batter’s box, which disorients pitchers,
The combination of his aggression and stoicism can be off-putting. Utley disdains chatter with opponents. Woodward played in the
"When you're more liked by the other team than your own team, something is wrong," Woodward said. "When you aren't liked by the other team, so what? You're going into battle against those guys."
And so, on Oct. 10 at
Utley did not slide until he reached the bag. He expected Tejada to be facing him upon arrival. Instead, his lower half crashed into the shortstop from behind. Tejada's left knee collided with Utley's head. Utley never touched the base. He bounced up as Tejada writhed in the dirt. The play changed the game, and allowed the Dodgers to tie the series.
"Your player got hurt, so everybody was upset about it," Geren said. "But you look at it, and that was just the way the game has been played since I played. In fact, I've seen some of the other ones in the '70s that were incredible."
MLB suspended Utley for two games. Utley appealed the punishment. The suspension was dropped in March, after league officials altered the rulebook to forbid players from kicking, shoving or throwing their bodies into an oncoming infielder.
But before that, a hornet's nest awaited Utley in New York for Game 3. His family received death threats, according to people familiar with the situation. Utley did not stay at the team hotel, an occasional custom of his that coincided with the infamy.
"That was the plan prior to anything," Utley said. "It was probably better off that way."
Utley did not appear in either of the next two games at Citi Field, but his presence loomed over the proceedings. The mayor of New York denounced him. Jeers drowned out his name during introductions. As the Mets rolled in Game 3, fans screamed "We want Utley!" One sign in the crowd, eventually confiscated, declared Utley supported Islamic State.
Kershaw stood next to Utley on the field before the game. Asked how he felt about the reception, Kershaw paused for 20 seconds.
"I have a lot to say," Kershaw said. "I just don't know if I should or not."
Kershaw pondered his answer for another 17 seconds.
"Chase was playing the game the way he's always played. Obviously you never want anybody to get hurt. The game being in the playoffs, and all that stuff, magnified everything. But there's been a whole lot of slides a lot worse than that over the course of baseball [history] . . . Some of the stuff he had to go through, it wasn't fair."
The tension from October has faded. The Mets released Tejada in March. No Met retaliated during a series at Dodger Stadium earlier this month. That may change in Queens.
Utley insists he does not dream of silencing the Citi Field faithful.
"I enjoy winning," Utley said. "So whatever that does, I'm all for."
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