The 5 essential episodes of âMy So-Called Lifeâ

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To mark the 30th anniversary of âMy So-Called Life,â Winnie Holzmanâs beloved coming-of-age drama starring Claire Danes, Wilson Cruz and Jared Leto, staff writer Meredith Blake uses this weekâs Break Down to select the seriesâ most essential episodes â whether youâre revisiting an old favorite or discovering it for the first time.
Also in Screen Gab No. 160, Matt Rogers drops in to discuss his new Netflix series, âNo Good Deed,â and editor Matt Brennan catches up with âConclave.â
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Your âLas Culturistasâ co-host Bowen Yang has become a fan favorite and critical darling on âSaturday Night Live.â Whatâs your favorite of Bowenâs characters and why?
Iâm truly biased but Bowen is of course my favorite part of any episode of âSaturday Night Live.â Heâs done so much amazing work, particularly on âWeekend Update.â This isnât my answer because itâs too basic but the Iceberg does have a special place in my heart because I was actually recovering from a surgery at home in L.A. and Bow texted me and told me that he was doing a character and it was for me, recovering at home! And then it ended up being such a sensation and a special moment for him as a cast member. Iâm gonna say that I want to see more of Satoshi Gutman. I want to see more of Satoshi in the podcasting and music space on âSNL.â Weâve barely scratched the surface. And put Trisha Paytas on the cast!
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Thirty years ago this month, fans of âMy So-Called Lifeâ were dialing up their modems and logging into their AOL accounts to send emails to executives at ABC, urging them to save their favorite show from cancellation. Dubbed Operation Life Support, the online campaign was the first of its kind. Fans sent more than 30,000 emails and took out full-page newspaper ads. Ultimately, their efforts didnât succeed: In May 1995, the critically acclaimed but low-rated show was canceled after a single, 19-episode season. Three decades later, the drama following a fuschia-haired 15-year-old named Angela Chase, played by Claire Danes, lives on as a cult favorite and â90s pop culture touchstone. For those interested in revisiting the show â or watching it for the first time â hereâs a guide to essential episodes, all available to stream on Hulu. âMeredith Blake
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âPilot,â Episode 1 â Filmed when Danes was just 13 years old and shelved for more than a year by ABC, the showâs premiere episode introduces Angela, a smart, angsty and occasionally melodramatic high school sophomore in a state of restless transition who shares her innermost thoughts with the audience in voiceover. Sheâs ditched her straitlaced best friend to hang out with bad girl Rayanne Graff (A.J. Langer) and her bisexual pal Rickie Vasquez (Wilson Cruz). Written by series creator Winnie Holzman, the episode, like the series as a whole, goes to some surprisingly dark places, depicting an attempted sexual assault and featuring a pivotal scene set to REMâs âEverybody Hurtsâ â one of many iconic â90s anthems to appear on the soundtrack.
âLife of Brian,â Episode 11 â Speaking of horny teenagers, this episode tells the story from the perspective of the nerdy neighbor who pines for Angela. Written by âFriday Night Lightsâ creator Jason Katims, it follows Brian Krakow (Devon Gummersall) as he gets his first erection âfrom actual physical contactâ when a new girl at school touches his hand, then ditches her to drive Angela to the school dance. It is one of two episodes to shift from Angelaâs perspective; âWeekendâ (Episode 18) is told from her little sisterâs point of view.
âSelf-Esteem,â Episode 12 â This episode, featuring a performance by B-list alternative band Buffalo Tom, is forever remembered by fans as the one where Angela skips geometry review to make out with Jordan Catalano in the school boiler room, even though he refuses to acknowledge the relationship in public â and with good reason. Angela is both recklessly horny and profoundly insecure, a combination that is powerfully recognizable to anyone whoâs ever been 15.
âBetrayal,â Episode 17 â One of the many things that âMy So-Called Lifeâ did so brilliantly was to capture the intense fervor teenage girls have for each other. This episode, in which Rayanne torches her intense friendship with Angela by sleeping with Jordan, shows that best-friend breakups can be more cataclysmic than romantic ones. Yet it never vilifies or slut-shames Rayanne, a wounded bird who is desperate for love and stability.
âIn Dreams Begin Responsibilities,â Episode 19 â In this bittersweet episode, which became the series finale, Jordan is determined to win Angela back and asks Brian (or, as he calls him, âBrainâ) to write a love letter for him. It sets up several storylines for a second season that never came to fruition, and ends with an excruciating cliffhanger in which Angela confronts Brian about writing the letter, realizes that her old friend has real feelings for her and then drives off with Jordan anyway.
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