Angel players place their Tyler Skaggs jerseys at the pitchers mound after no-hitting the Mariners.(Wally Skalij / Los Angeles Times)
A portrait of the late Angels pitcher Tyler Skaggs sits atop the jerseys on the pitcher’s mound after the Angels no-hitted the Mariners.(Kent Nishimura / Los Angeles Times)
The Los Angeles Angels lay their jerseys bearing the number of the late Tyler Scraggs on the pitchers mound after defeating the Seattle Mariners.(Kent Nishimura / Los Angeles Times)
Debbie Hetman, mother of the late Tyler Skaggs, looks up after throwing the first pitch.(Kent Nishimura / Los Angeles Times)
Angels Albert Pujols is hugged by an unidentified Anaheim police officer next to a framed jersey of Tyler Skaggs who was memorialized before a game with the Seattle Mariners.(Wally Skalij / Los Angeles Times)
Angels center fielder Mike Trout gestures towards a memorial of pitcher pitcher Tyler Skaggs before the game.(Wally Skalij / Los Angeles Times)
Angel players bow there heads for teammate Tyler Skaggs during a moment of silence.(Wally Skalij / Los Angeles Times)
Angels pitcher Taylor Cole places his hand on the number 45 on the pitchers mound in memory of the late Tyler Skaggs before the start of the game against the Seattle Mariners.(Kent Nishimura / Los Angeles Times)
Angels starting pitcher Taylor Cole pays tribute to Tyler Skaggs before throwing out the first pitch.(Wally Skalij / Los Angeles Times)
An Angels fan holds a sign for Tyler Skaggs before a game with the Mariners.(Wally Skalij / Los Angeles Times)
A marker is seen in the outfield in memory of the late Tyler Skaggs.(Kent Nishimura / Los Angeles Times)
Emma Palacios, 15, and her father, David Palacios, 40, of Covina take pictures of a marker in memory of Tyler Skaggs.(Kent Nishimura / Los Angeles Times)
Angel fans look at a memorial for Tyler Skaggs in front of Angel Stadium.(Kent Nishimura / Los Angeles Times)
Julian Segura, 3, hugs his mom, Sylvia Menchaca, of the San Fernando Valley, in front of a memorial for Tyler Skaggs, after Julian placed a helmet with a message to the late Angels pitcher.(Kent Nishimura / Los Angeles Times)
Karl Arriola, kneels in front of a memorial at the front gate to Angel Stadium before the start of the game.(Kent Nishimura / Los Angeles Times)
Karl Arriola, 48, of Santa Ana kneels before a memorial for Tyler Skaggs, out in front of Angel Stadium.(Kent Nishimura / Los Angeles Times)
Tyler Skaggs’ shoes were lined up neatly in his locker. Casual shirts hanging on the rod were pushed to the left, his white pants and red batting practice top pushed over to the right. His glove was on the shelf, waiting to mold itself around his hand. His chair faced sideways, ready for him to plop down and chat with anyone who wandered past.
At any moment, it seemed, Skaggs would burst into the clubhouse at Angel Stadium on Friday and bring his usual upbeat energy. Instead, his teammates and Angel fans pushed themselves through a pregame ceremony that honored his too-brief life, which ended July 1 when he was found dead in the team’s hotel in Southlake, Texas, due to undisclosed causes. Results of an autopsy are expected to be released in October.
The Angels’ raw, aching wounds were torn open Friday, their first home game since his death, but what could have been a sorrowful night had a wondrous ending almost too surreal to be believed. After Taylor Cole and Felix Pena combined to pitch a no-hitter in a 13-0 rout of the Seattle Mariners, Angels players — who had worn Skaggs’ No. 45 jersey in tribute for the game — stripped off those jerseys and placed them neatly on the pitcher’s mound. It was stunning and unscripted and all the more beautiful for being from the heart.
“You can’t make this stuff up,” said Mike Trout, who drove in six runs in a performance the team dedicated to Skaggs. “We score seven runs in the first and end it with 13. Tyler’s birthday is 7/13. We had 13 runs, 13 hits.”
Ausmus wasn’t sure how players would handle the pregame ceremony or the flood of emotions. He was struggling himself. “It’s kind of unreal at times that he is no longer here,” Ausmus said.
For Andrew Heaney, one of Skaggs’ closest friends, the emotional range from the respectful ceremony to the postgame glee was unfathomable. “Everybody was running out on the field and celebrating,” he said, “and three hours earlier I had tears in my eyes and you’re sort of reliving your bad moments and thoughts.”
A Skaggs jersey was displayed in the dugout Friday and will accompany the Angels the rest of this suddenly solemn season. His locker will remain untouched at home. As it should be.
“Nobody asked me about it. It’s the natural thing to do,” said general manager Billy Eppler.
Work has been no refuge for Eppler. The depth chart he habitually updates has sat unopened, and his conversations often wander. “I think in some respects sometimes keeping busy can kind of help. I don’t really know if that’s the right way to go about it because you do need to grieve,” Eppler said. “Everybody has those moments.”
Outside the stadium, on the pitcher’s mound at the brick plaza entrance, the tribute fans had created when they first learned of his death grew in size and variety during the day. Caps and baseball cards that had faded in the sun were joined by paper-wrapped bouquets of fresh red roses, scrawled notes and bright new red caps with messages written on the bill. Memorial candles weighted down slips of paper that praised Skaggs’ kindness in throwing a ball to the letter writer and to lament that Skaggs was “just starting to do wonderful things.”
Fans paused as they walked from the parking lot to the entrance gate, adding to the pile or takings photos of its haphazard glory.
Inside the stadium, Heaney and Trout carried out a framed Skaggs jersey on an easel and deposited it behind the mound, and a 45-second moment of silence was observed. Skaggs’ mother, Debbie, used her index finger to etch her son’s initials in the dirt before she threw a first-pitch strike to Heaney. Trout, who had worn Skaggs’ No. 45 in the All- Star game, hit a home run in his first at-bat that was measured at 454 — yes, 45 again — feet. As Trout trotted around the bases he appeared to look up at the suite where Skaggs’ mother, wife Carli, stepfather and stepbrother were watching.
Before the game infielder Zack Cozart, who’s scheduled to undergo season-ending shoulder surgery next week, thought back to hanging out with Skaggs the night before Skaggs died. Their conversation was unremarkable, and there was no reason to think they wouldn’t pick it up the next day or next week. “Stuff like that kind of haunts me because it’s so sudden and tragic. It was just, like everybody’s talked about, he runs the music. Ran the music on the team,” Cozart said, correcting his instinctive use of the present tense.
“We’re always putting in requests to him, for him to play the music and stuff that the guys want to listen to on the bus. It was cowboy weekend. Seeing him, I can just picture him in his get-up and stuff. Knowing that’s the last time I saw him, it’s tough.”
The Angels have adopted one of Skaggs’ favorite catchphrases, “We’re nasty,” as their unofficial motto. They will remember him as funny, a good teammate, and a constant companion.
“I’ll always have good memories of Tyler,” Cozart said. “From a baseball perspective, being here hasn’t — the injury and everything — hasn’t been great. But I’m so grateful I got to play with him and be a part of this team with him.”
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